the memory of our last kiss

is fading

and it scares me

the abundance of time

in which i haven’t seen you

is overwhelming

it’s too f***ing long

i haven’t seen you since

before valentine’s day,

it’s almost april

new year’s eve was

depressing as well

your mom wouldn’t let you come

my apartment hasn’t has the pleasure of

your presence since september,

six months ago

and it scares me